Glory be to God!!

today had a meet up with ej.. wah!! a long time since we two can really sit down and catch up.. i am glad to know this great guy of God.. he inspired me lots and encouraged me lots..

3 years back.. i told myself this "EEeee yer!! who is this!! y CHUP so much into my life" but found myself growing so much under his guidance and mentorship..

i looked back and find all these so impossible.. it's You oh Lord!! thanks for giving me strength to decide to open my life and be TRANSPARENT TOTALLY..

i can still rember the words i told him that even as our relationship is not close, i want to be SUCK his power for God.. lol.. and our journey of friendship/mentorship/discipleship started from there.. Thanks for putting him ahead of my journey, Lord..

Bcoz of my past and also i am serious about growing and building my foundation, i gave up alot of things! being serious in growing, i told myself i cannot live a double life.. in church one pattern, outside pattern more than badmington.. understanding i got old friends and circumstances that will jio jio me back to my old self. Thanks God for sending ej into my life to guard me and help me..

Lord, You always want to build us, Your people.. but can we put away all those foolish acts of living a double life? i want breakthroughs in my life Lord.. i need miracles!! teach me not to play God but let You rule over me.. there're so much more for me to catch up my life for You! Live in me Lord.. allow me to glorify You with my life..

1Cor 13:11
"When i was a child, i talked like a child, i thought like a child, i reasoned like a child. When i became a man, i put childish ways behind me."

Glory be to YOU Lord!!