Passion Driven i Must Become..

It had been tough and challenging for the past 2months.. problems with the boys mischievious acts, being a good boy at home helping household chores, organising and attending gatherings.. A lot of self control and discipline needed.. Eventually at times i was tired, not happy and couldn't laugh. But i know it had a good change of heart in me..

Today i blessed my father at home with the 100k blessing.. once again was poked by him with questions and sarcastic remarks regardings Christianity. you asked me how did i feel after blessing him.. i would say it's not good.. i was sad and disappointed, it revealed that my care for them is not enough or should i say not compassionate enough.. it seems like all the work i did in the past was flushed down the drian, not enough for them to see or feel my love for them at all..

For the past, i knew i pushed myself to do things for my family, wanting to get accepted by them for who i am after receiving Christ. Confession!! i was so wrong.. our hearts can be really deceitful at times.. i was "blinded" by thinking i had did enough..

Sitting on Mrt to meet Anthony, i reflected.. The work had not been done in my family.. anything intention without action is nothing.. also, any action without love is nothing too!! I have to always remind myself for it is God's love that changed me to who i am today. I need to move my life in this wonderful love always and meanwhile keeping a Pure HEart, Rightful Conscience and Sincere Faith!

1 Corinthians 13
"1If I speck in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3 If i give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing."

Lord, pour over your love in to my life.. let it overflow! i want my heart to be changed, to be more compassionate like Yours.. Work my heart, pump love into me so Love, it shall be the one which motivates me to do every work of Yours.

Jiayou Chong!!