God, Help Me Know You're Always There For Me..

Revelation 3:15-16 and 19-20
"15I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish that you were either one or the other! 16So, because you are lukewarm--neither hot or cold--I am about to spit you out of my mouth."
"19Those whom I love I rebuke and discipline. So be earnest, and repent. 20Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, i will come in and eat with them, and they with me."

Lord, i have to admit that i am never perfect. At this time being, i recognise that i cannot reach God's standard.. it's too far high.. There are certainly moments when i am lazy, i am disobedient to respond to your call, i am not putting my best effort but doing bare minimum and i know what is right but i do what is wrong.. Lord, indeed You know my deeds and what is to come.. am i being lukewarm? For this i really don't know and dare not answer..

So, please search deep inside my heart and see things that are pleasing to Your eyes.. I know i am not perfect and not worthy but please let me be working towards Your standards.. Show grace and mercy upon me.. Rebuke me and disciple me Lord.. Let me fear You so to make me be earnest and really repent for all wrong-doings and set a conviction in my heart to move for You Lord.

Father, allow me to see and hear the wonderful work of Your laws. Give me strength to pull through all difficult circumstances and temptations. Jesus, let the work on the cross be always a constant reminder in me so i can turn to You in times of need and know i was bought at a painful price.. Lord, help me know You're always there for me, never to forsake me.. Give me spiritual ears to hear and do what is desirable for You.. Come Lord.. Fall afresh on me! I really need You.. Please come!