God, Help Me Know You're Always There For Me..

Revelation 3:15-16 and 19-20
"15I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish that you were either one or the other! 16So, because you are lukewarm--neither hot or cold--I am about to spit you out of my mouth."
"19Those whom I love I rebuke and discipline. So be earnest, and repent. 20Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, i will come in and eat with them, and they with me."

Lord, i have to admit that i am never perfect. At this time being, i recognise that i cannot reach God's standard.. it's too far high.. There are certainly moments when i am lazy, i am disobedient to respond to your call, i am not putting my best effort but doing bare minimum and i know what is right but i do what is wrong.. Lord, indeed You know my deeds and what is to come.. am i being lukewarm? For this i really don't know and dare not answer..

So, please search deep inside my heart and see things that are pleasing to Your eyes.. I know i am not perfect and not worthy but please let me be working towards Your standards.. Show grace and mercy upon me.. Rebuke me and disciple me Lord.. Let me fear You so to make me be earnest and really repent for all wrong-doings and set a conviction in my heart to move for You Lord.

Father, allow me to see and hear the wonderful work of Your laws. Give me strength to pull through all difficult circumstances and temptations. Jesus, let the work on the cross be always a constant reminder in me so i can turn to You in times of need and know i was bought at a painful price.. Lord, help me know You're always there for me, never to forsake me.. Give me spiritual ears to hear and do what is desirable for You.. Come Lord.. Fall afresh on me! I really need You.. Please come!

Prayer Life Brings Spiritual Life

Yest went for the church wide prayer meet, got a catch from SP. He said our spiritual life will nv exceed our prayer life. i heard it and receive it with some uncertainty to it. deep in the spirit i felt something different, like God is speaking to me that prayer is the most important thing in a Christian faith.. so i seeked and asked God..

What is prayer?
in simple terms, it is having conversation with another person but this time round, the person is a special character.. He is God the creator and redeemer! this is so important bcoz if you are not able to talk and hear from God properly, how can you grow spiritually?? from the bible, i realised that all the while despite the challenges in life even Jesus, Paul and many great bible character like King David nv fail to talk to God in prayers.. that's y our spiritual life can never grow if we don't learn to pray..

What is Christianity?
In this season of a Psalm a Day, i learn to talk to God more closely and the desire of my heart to listen to His call is even greater. Christianity indeed is not a religion but a relationship with God. with a great intimacy or close relation with God must be be caught to be in a religious act that you must shout louder in prayer and have big big pattern actions.. God doesn't want a flawless performance, He wants our heart. so all it takes is a heart willing to quieten down and put away all the things we're concern about, then just talk to God and listen to what He wants in your life to be done.. no plan is greater than His for you..

In conclusion, our spiritual life comes from our relation with God and, to have a relation with God, we need to learn to talk to Him and ask Him in prayers.. How can our spiritual walk be any spiritual if we are not connecting spiritually correct with God.. haha!!! i also blur.. so pray la! God surely understands you bcoz He is God. that's why i need You God.. Listen to my Prayers.. Love You... Amen..

Jesus the Bread of Life!

i love You Lord! i Love You Jesus! oh i know that i just have to blog at this moment to declare the goodness of You! Thank you Holy Spirit for guiding me to this passage:

John6:35
Then Jesus declared, "I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty....."

Yes Jesus! as i discipline myself to come to You daily, remembering Your work at the cross, let me know how much i am treasuredby You and how much more i should not go in my own ways but to take delight in You with everything i do..

Jesus! i thank You for setting the pace so that many can follow.. becoz You had obeyed and thus many will do so.. let me be more like You day by day.. Let You be the motivation when i am weak.. Help me to greater heights and deeper understand of Your work, Lord..

You're my saviour, You're my Lord, You're my close friend.. Love You!!! Thank You so MUCH!!

For the rest of my life, teach me to remember Your Goodness, JESUS!!! Amen! =)

One without Life, cannot Give Life!

Thanks Lord for the opportunity just now... i actually wanted to spend time with You in the one hour jog, to praise You and to talk to You about my life.. But Lord, You have Your ways in me.. You allowed my mama to join me! oh! i give thanks for that God! Just as i even move off, You allow me to inform my brothers and ah pa for them to pray for me... for that instant, i knew that it must be You! Thanks Lord for giving me such a wonderful time with my mama, to share and walk.. Jesus, You were with us i know!

Father, i confess that i really don't know wat to do at moments of life.. wondering is this right or wrong.. But You certainly know.. i thank You for allowing me to keep my faith in You, trusting You and following You.. Lord! move in my life Lord... You told me, "one without life, cannot give life".. i listen, i hear.. and now i want to follow.. God, grant me that new life within me! so that i can have You in my life! allow my life to be transform 1st, then many can be transformed..

Psalm 66:10-12
For you, O God, tested us; you refined us like silver. You brought us into prison and laid burdens on our backs. You let men ride over our heads; we went through fire and water, but you brought us to a place of abundance.

Thank you God for all the refining and tuning of my life.. indeed, if i am not tested, i will not know where i am.. if i don't know where i am, i can nv be transformed and have life in You.. oh Lord, how much You treasure us in Your eyes..

Allow me to remember all the good things You done in my life! so i can have my focus on You always and not fall away.. God, guide me in Your way through Your hands of grace.. Thank You God!!! Love ya..

Create Your Heart in me Lord!!

Thank you Lord for the work You did in my boys' lives and mine.. Father i know that i am weak, that is why i should learn to rest more in You this year to wait upon Your call.. Give me a Heart of Fathering.. Allow me to feel how You feel and see what You see!

Jesus, come! i want to see You! i want to meet You in the midst of my life! talk to me for You are my role model.. let me be more like You.. teach me, guide me.. let me know i am a sinner for then i will be remembering Your work at the cross, Your ultimate Grace..

Thanks for the prompting and heartaches Holy Spirit... for You are always reminding me my attitudes, behaviour and thoughts! You constantly safeguard my life and intercede for me.. i must be grateful and be sensitive to You always, not to grieve You anymore..

Lord, i hunger the hearts of my sons to come truthful and honest with me so i can lead them to You.. i pray that You can use me to guide and teach them so that they can be matured in Christ one day.. i thank You for the closeness and confession vic and daryl did in their lives.. as they open up themselves by faithful accounting, Father, look at their hearts and help them.. Father i pray for the rest to encounter You too! let them have a revelation in the mind and a renew life once again! God, help them please!

Give us a pure heart that obeys You, an undivided heart that will not separate ourselves from You by any distractions in life, a tender heart that fills with compassion to continue to love and be set free from hurts and failures and a simple heart to just come back to You!

Jeremiah 29:13
"You will seek me and find me when you seek me with ALL YOUR HEART"

oh God, help us to find You.. teach us to give our 100% to our work and 200% to You!

Love, Chong