My True Identity

God, i am so sorry for the wrong things i did in the past.. i fallen short from Your standards in so many ways. Teach me Lord..! Guide me Lord..! hear my true desire in my heart saying i want to follow You for the rest of my life and turn away from me at the time when i became disobedient, going my own ways. in all circumstances, God, let You be in my presence always! Answer me when i call to You, O my righteous God..

i believe You have created me in a special way, planned my life in the unique way and You made me Alvin the only one, that no one can replace what You made me to do for Your purpose! Lord, come close to me! i want an encounter with You every now and then..

Many times, temptations of lust, pride, laziness, greed, disobedience and many many more comes.. Father, You are always there beside me.. How much i seek after You yet i go my own ways, not listening to Your promptings and warnings. But So MANY times, You patiently wait upon for me to turn back to You. Thank You God!

Yes, i am fear of You Lord.. i became timid and began to run away from temptations and dare not face it and fight it.. But it's You Lord are the one who sustains me everyday.. I want to be disciplined for You, honour You! You have blessed me so much..

i have been working and giving onto You God.. i have fought my daily temptations and You have helped me! i thank You!

i was once reminded about Your words to Jesus when He got baptised in Matt3:17:
"...This is my Son, whom I love; with him I am well pleased."
Oh understanding Your Heart, God loves everyone! i thank You for Your unfailing Love!

I am a Son of Yours.. the simple words You said in this verse is so direct and clear! My identity and purpose lies on You alone.. You're my vindicator! i want to be humble and submissive.. Father, grant me the spirit of meekness! allow me to dwell upon You everyday of my life! remind me everyday of your Goodness that i am a son of Yours.. Indeed, a son will want to know and do the Father's business and a slave will only do what is told.. God, let my identity be secure in You always.. Hold me tight, Do me right! as my life, i delicate to You for i know it's You who i really belong to..

i love You God.. fill me with Your divine spirit! Thank You so much my Heavenly Father..