Vision

Somewhere in the bible it says, " man without vision, shall perish." indeed i understand that.. but how is it like to have a vision for God? well, today i got the chance to understand and FEEL more about it..

In dictionary, vision means "the act or power of anticipating that which will or may come to be"

A vision from God is not any small things that comes into your head in thoughts only, it's actually feeling it and seeing it happening.. Vision must be caught and believed by life! not any fantasy in the mind oh.. hehe..

My life must be transform.. I don't want to let opporunities to sneak away and not do anything about it! I must start praying for miracles and not any ordinary things that can be accomplish by using common sense. God is not any big small potato, He is the MR I-M-POSSIBLE..

God, let me see your vision..

Botak man is a free man!

"Hey, why are you botak huh?" This question had been asked many many times by many people around me.. seriously i really dunno how to answer or explain to them because i guess they will not fully understand what i am going through my life with God.. to keep it short, i want to walk seriously with God.. Why not run with God or sit down with God? i suppose a relationship with God is never about rushing it or doing things out of our convenience. God walk with us because He knows us.. He will not rush us, he will not forsake us.. He loves us UNCONDITIONALLY..

Botak!! is the faith challenge i issued out to my boys.. out of conviction, i don't bother whether are they going to be cutting anot, i cut 1st!! Being botak is a symbolic or prophetic act for myself to really come back to God and say to Him, "You are the No.1 in my life! i dun care how people is going to see me with the things i say or do, i just want You!" Being botak, is not being cuter in looks, it's about throwing away my image of pleasing people.. i don't need people to come over and praise me with the things i do.. Don't get me wrong, i am not trying to boast myself, i trying to bring to a point "I want to honour and please GOD 1st in everything"

Honestly, i nv regret about being botak. Everytime i see myself in the mirror, i say to myself that i am a free man! Freedom is the ultimate feeling i get! i feel so light! burden free, problem free, trouble free from me! because i got God at my side.. a BIG GOD who carries a cross for everyone.. He CARES for us.. He shall nv make things too difficult for us to handle.. He always has a way out for us but it is only for us if to obey or surrender to His calling.. He always waits patiently and listen carefully to our cries..

Galatians 5:1
"It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery."

I will... Love God, Love His people and Love His words... =)

Cherish things or people around You!

Woo! today is National Day!! hehe.. it had been a wonderful day for me because i managed to purposely engage my parents in asking them to go to the market together and have breakfast together as they collect their medical health report and promising them to come back to have dinner with them.

Parent's health is one area i often keep in prayer with. Looking at my parents with the age of 58 this year, they certainly know how to keep themselves occupied with healthy events. My dad often will exercise himself on a stepping machine daily and my mum does Tai Ji in morning and dancing like 3 times a week. YEah! today's medical report showed some concerning areas of my dad and mum either have dropped near to moderation or still in good healthy conditions.. Oh God! to be frank, when i was hearing the doc reviewing the areas, my heart was certainly worried.. until when everything was certified as good, i subconsciously smiled.. =) In my heart, thanks to God who patiently listens to our prayers and answer them..

Many will only learnt to cherish only when either things or people left them. Some areas are health, friendship, relationship, family, inner peace, study results and many more.. i had learnt my lesson enough for the past. i know the pain was unbearable, not shame to share, like losing of girlfriends, weight lifting for nice wonderful body until i torn my wrist ligament, the trust of my parents due to my rebellious and inmature behaviour and also dear friendships that were lost due to lack of commitment and understanding..

So look around yourself and think deep what are some of the things or people you will hold closely to your life.. Cherish them!

God bless! =)

Your Attitude Determines Your Altitude!!

YEs! today is my second day in school..! BYE BYE to the good old days of slacking, finally over.. haha.. frankly, i no longer like to be lazing ard at home and do nothing bcoz i noe it's very dangerous and easily kills the spirit man inside of me. Although it seems and feels like you do not need to do anything during the holidays, it doesn't mean there's nothing to do! i can be bold to say that i purposefully engaged myself wonderfully with events like catching up with MANY friends and also serve my mama at home.. wahah!

Whenever school starts, we always will like automatically sink into the mode of "sian-ness". Everyday dragging ourselves to school.. well, to your info, i need a travelling time of 1hr 45min to 2hrs to reach my school from home! so DUN COMPLAIN if your travelling time is shorter than mine, bcoz i don't complain!! hehe

Time seems to be wasted away huh.. BUT!! what kept me strong and cheerful all way during the travelling is spending Quiet Time with the Lord. Reading His words, I renewed my mind, prepared my heart for the day and even prayed for people. So time isn't wasted! hehe.. As Ps Yeuang Cheng once shared, "Your Attitude determines you Altitude in Christ!", which i strongly agreed too, i will nv want my attitude towards my life and God to be slacken.. I choose to be excited in my everyday life while facing challenges!!

Reflection:
This is a year of Victory! I must be inspired 1st so then can i be inspiring to others.. Must Know that we must always be THANKFUL, always VICTORIOUS in Christ and always A BLESSING!!

Informal Time

This week got to meet up with two of my boys separately.. There wasn't any cell setting or any formal instruction to pass down.. purely just want to fellowship!! Come to think about it, i hardly have good quality time of fun with my boys.. since almost everytime we meet for processing and cell, so i purposely made the objective of the meet up to be very relaxing and kpoing with them about "unusual" topics. hehe.. This is informal time! =)

So during the two informal time of chatting, i laughed with the funny and paiseh questions i used to poke my boys.. in return, i found out more "darker" secrets and confessions.. (don't worry sons, my mouth is tight) wahah.. It was good, building a more intimate relationship with them, just like being a friend to them more than a leader.. This is what G12 is all about.. we Leadership, be a Shepherd and also Manager.. all these just out of a heart wanting to Love them.. the "Love Language" woohoo!!! =)

Our Ps Cesar (spiritual great great great grandpa in Cambodia) once said "Informal time is important!" i can now truely say i understand and experience this point with my spiritual sons..

Reflection:
Let's not be too caught up on looking at and anticipating the outcome or result in matters or on people.. Let us be seeing hope in everyone, speaking and showing nothing but only the "Love Language" =)