My Heart wanting to be Transformed

Let's scream together.. ah!!!

Well, exams are around the corner in 3 weeks time! Gorsh! i had plentiful work to do..
looking back from now, i really was amazed with the things i pulled through.. thanks to God!
i believe that it's Him in me, guiding and always pushing me to break the limits which i always believe i cannot do it.

Everytime of trail, i always struggles in the heart with "should i do it?" and "am i willing to do it?". Eventually, God always pulls me through all tests with more understanding of Him. 10 stars to my almighty God! woohoo!

Growing up is a process.. it comes with a heart transformation too.. walking with God never seems to be boring, instead, it was like having a BGR with Him. There are times of saddness and disapointment, there are also times of joy and happiness. However to all these, deep inside my heart i want to be truly convicted that He shall be the one and only!

Some issues that are toggling in my heart now, where my heart always concern about:
(with ranking)
(1) my boys
(2) my family
(3) ministry in school and church events
(4) my personal walk with God
(5) my social friends
(6) my school work

LOL!! i do hope that i can really be readjusting them before the end of the year. well, i have to be trueful that this ranking is definitely not honouring God 1st in place in everything still..

That's y i need a Heart Transformation!!! =)

God, i know You will...

Allow me to wait and serve obediently for any of your calling. Replace Your heart in me.