Abide in His Teaching

It has been tough for me recently.. i simply got home everyday near 11 to 12 midnight.. running wild in my projects, schoolwork, meeting up of people, my boys and cell.. i really have to admit that i am tired..!!

For the past few weeks, i struggled in getting up early for school as i no longer stay in hall but home. Time simply turned out to be so little.. i looked at my schedule, it is always occupied.. a lot of things are coming up to be organised and planned, like youth camp, mooncake festival, projects, ntu open cell, my cell and also trying to start the saturday study group.. i realised i always have to pause to check what's coming up.. I concluded, my workload has piled up as compared to the past.

With all these going on and on in my life, i realised it must be careful dealt with.. i must not leave myself fighting alone.. i always reminded myself "Not by might, Not by power, But by the power of the Holy Spirit!" oh... i mustn't kill the spirit man inside of me.. i know i must regain my focus stongly onto the Lord and believe by faith that He will lay hold of me and all the other matters in my life will be taken care of.. I must look upon His promise, not my problem. This spurs me to another higher level of wanting to abide in Him more.. I sense i need to grow deeper with His words..

John8:31
... "If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples."

My prayer:
God, i want to be remember as the son of God when i past away.. not because i want to be recognised but i want You to be recognised the ruler of my Life, my Saviour.. i want to be true disciple of yours.. i need to start right and start strong for you.. continue to stretch me to understand your heart more.. let me be a good steward, serving You.. surface my problems and allow me to see them clearly and deal with them boldly.. I need your strength and wisdom.. Guide me, Mold me as i hold onto your teachings...

I Love You God.. Amen!